My unrealistic aspirations
I have come to the conclusion that I am a perfectionist. But being a perfectionist tends to keep me from making serious efforts when I come to realize that I have a tendency to bite off more than I can realistically chew. And that applies not only to gaming, but to other aspects of my life, as well.
Yeah, I want a huge completion percentage, with a large ratio and completion of most of what I have spent my American dollars on. But my reflexes are not what they were when I was 20. And I have an autistic "all or nothing" attitude that tells me to throw in the towel when there are kinks in the road to perfection.
I am working on these issues currently. Progress, not perfection, is key to building oneself up in all angles in life. Masters have failed more times than anybody who has thrown in a towel, and they have also learned to not bite off more than what they can realistically chew.
So, these are issues that I have had in my gaming here, obviously, but when they bleed over into other aspects in my life, I need to take a good hard look at what I have been doing.
Posted by CompleteKurisu
on 16 May 19 at 18:45
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