Sorry for the last few weeks, folks.
Between a nasty case of pneumonia and some rather severe clinical depression, I really have been out of it for a while. Was I depressed because I was sick? Quite possibly.
I seriously am at a loss as to where I want to take my life from here. Gaming and going for achievements is not giving me the rewards I am looking for. Neither is binge-watching television series.
I feel like I need to be around people more often. Even something as simple as going to a bar and ordering a plate of wings is a step above being isolated all weekend long while my real-world friends have their own families to go to.
I have been spending far too much time alone in my apartment, with the blinds closed, in front of my television, either gaming or binge-watching trashy anime series. I need to get out a lot more than what I am used to. And with the recent pneumonia, I fell out of practice of going to the gym after work.
Depression is a beast, and the cure requires hard work and effort on my part.
Not sure what else to add here.